I received some crappy news today. I know there are other, more mature adjectives for this news, but crappy, that is what I am going with.
My Pop, has to be admitted to the hospital at The University of Pennsylvania. He will be receiving in-patient treatment for a rare side-effect from the Multiple Myeloma called Hyperviscosity Syndrome (HVS). This syndrome causes a thickening of the blood. We were told that this condition is pretty dangerous because the thickness of the blood could make his veins tear, his heart malfunction, there is even a possibility of a coma.
Holy Moley that is a lot to digest. Right now he is home waiting for the call that a bed is available.
My dad would never admit it, but he must be terrified. I know I am terrified for him & of course, super helpless.
My mom is so exhausted, when she called me to let me know how the appointment went, the sound of her voice said it all. Sometimes, I think she needs the thoughts and prayers that I am asking for for Pop. This is not the first time she has been the care-taker for a cancer patient; afterall, my brother had cancer at the age of 15. If you ask me there is NOTHING harder on a parent then childhood cancer. He is now in his 40's and completely healthy. She also traveled up to Northern New Jersey a few times a week to help my grandmother care for my grandpop while he was ill. This is not something that anyone should have to get used to, but she is a warrior for the people that she loves.
Anywho...as much as I loathe cancer and what it is doing to me & my family, I trust that EVERYTHING will work out the way it is supposed to. Pop is the one who instilled that in me. He hasn't lost Faith, in fact I think he has become more faithful if that is possible. He would NEVER want me to give up. Never stop laughing and having fun. That's just Pop; always with a cheesy joke & a smile. It is hard & I am scared, but cancer WILL NOT impose on my spirits.
We are praying for your Dad and all his wonderful family.
ReplyDeletei can "feel" the pain, it SUCKS for everyone.
ReplyDeleteLove you Sarah - praying for you and family
ReplyDeletethank you all so much for the love, support & prayers.
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